We recently realized that our blog lacked any sort of info answering the question, “Who the heck are the Trotters?” I mean, some of ya’ll know us real well, but some of you don’t. In fact, a bunch of our recent blog guests don’t really know us at all.
So, if you’re a new friend just trying to figure out who we are, or an “old” friend who just likes to know the rest of the story, check out our updated About Us page. Happy surfing, and God bless!
all for ONE,
Jonathan T.
I recently stumbled across this old blog post from a Team Expansion missionary. Note the date…
I know that many of you keep up with and pray for Mark Trotter over at Caring4Mark. I am sorry to bring you news that he passed away on the morning of September 10th.
The link to his family’s blog is the top outgoing link off of my blog so I know that many of you click through to get updates.
Although I didn’t know Mark or anyone in his family personally, I know many people who did know him. I believe him to be an amazing individual.
Mark and his family were to go to Cambodia when they found out Mark was sick.
Who will hear God’s voice to go to Cambodia now?
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I will.
Jonathan Mark
It’s up, and waiting to be browsed… 🙂
Just click here: August, 2010
Here are some thoughts I recently shared with our sending church, which also happens to have been our home church for most of our life. 🙂
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I think over the years of talking about missionary work it has seemed more like Jonathan’s dream than mine . . . and I thought it was good enough to just follow my husband to a country God would show us, just like Sarah following Abraham. But after Jonathan’s trip to Cambodia this February it became clear to me that I needed to have the “call” too, and I didn’t feel like I had it. [I use the term Trailing Spouse to describe a person who is married to someone who wants to Go, but who doesn’t personally want to go.]
And so we took a step back to pray and re-evaluate our plans. We talked with the elders here at Red Bridge. They didn’t give us any answers, but they did give excellent counsel in regard to being unified on this issue.
So after praying separately about this, I really felt God calling me to go. I knew I had been given the freedom to stay in America, but when I contemplated that, it just wasn’t right. I knew we were supposed to go, and this time I knew God had told ME, not just Jonathan. I had never doubted Jonathan’s call, but I needed to hear it personally from God.
I just couldn’t seem to get over my fears of leaving the country. The song “Safe in His Arms” by Phil Wickham comforted me during this time – knowing God was going with me to a foreign country. I had forgotten He lived not only in America but elsewhere! After this time I felt sure that God was calling me to go – I no longer felt forced by my husband. So although it was a stressful time I am thankful we took that time to make sure both of us were equally committed to going to a faraway place to serve God.
I see my role overseas as similar to what it is here. I’ll still be the supportive ministry wife and home school mom. (Note to the uninitiated: those are big jobs.) I even see Jonathan’s role as not changing – he’ll still be an evangelist. (I have loved watching him transition to evangelism within Red Bridge’s Kids for Christ ministry.)
Besides all that normal ministry wife and homeschool mom work, I will be learning the language as full time as possible.
— Elizabeth
Recently Red Bridge’s missionary family to Germany visited us. After speaking on Sunday they showed pictures set to a Zoe Group song. The song could have been written solely for me.
We are not afraid, to follow where You lead, Leaving what we know, for what we cannot see. We are not afraid for we are not alone, and so we’ll go with You into the unknown.
I am a creature of habit. I feed my beloved family with regular trips to Aldi. I fund my children’s education through the public library. I speak English at home and out. I don’t even like moving across town, and change of any kind is hard for me. I cried when I heard these words.
We are not afraid to love the way You do, to serve with the same grace we receive from You. We are not afraid to look beyond ourselves, and offer hope to those who cannot help themselves.
Can I give up my comfortable life to share eternity with people who don’t know the truth about Jesus? I cried some more.
We are not afraid though some say we should wait, the cost is just too high, the danger is too great. We are not afraid to move when You say move, Trusting in Your voice, We will follow You.
I’ve met people who have a hard time understanding why we would leave the country with young children, almost as if they think they love my children more than I do, more than the God who would ask me to go. I scored 100% on harm avoidance in one of Team Expansion’s psychologist’s tests, so safety is very important to me too. But He has asked me to move, and I cried even more.
We will be fearless for You. Fearless for You. We will be faithful in all that we do. If we step out on the waves or walk through the flames, Whatever you ask us to do, we will be fearless for You.
But do I feel fearless? Not so much. I’m not sure I have to be completely fearless, but I am determined to walk through the fear and do it anyway. These days fear doesn’t haunt me nearly so much as it did before, but I still need to have faith that He will be with me, that I’m not alone.
When I’m alone with this song, I practically shout those words to Him. I want so desperately to be fearless for Him. But in the meantime I’ll have to settle for trusting Him to help me through the fears.
